I got these " Smile Now, Cry Later " faces tattooed on my left breast when I was 19 or 20 years old. It was one of my first tattoos. I was young, dumb, and having fun. I was also skinny and wasn't thinking about gravity. As many people have learned ( just as I have) that life sometimes doesn't turn out the way you wanted it to. As for what my distorted and stretched out tattoo represents, I was smiling then, but all I do is cry now. I have had to bury my son that was only 4 months old. I've had to learn some very hard lessons in my life. Lessons that I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. I have learned a lot about myself and the world in the past 15 years. I continue to grow and learn everyday. I self reflect on certain things that I have experienced so I don't make the same mistakes in the future. As I look at this tattoo, I think about how selfish I was and how much pain I put my family through.I want this tattoo gone.